Other than that I have failed in the weight category. The fact that I was 207 a little more than a month ago seems unreal and my weight now just seems pitiful. I want to blame my coaches and my diving friends since I had to come back early and eat with them and eat out with them. But it must also be my fault. I promised myself that I wouldn't ever go over 215 again and I've failed horribly at that too! I am now 218.4 I am devastated and depressed to report. I haven't been this high since September or October!
I know that recently I have totally sucked at posting but hopefully unless some unknown things occur I should be posting daily again. Trying to get this weight thing right. I think I should aim for 1,000 again like I did originally and then go down to 800, then 500, and then hopefully 400. I will say though that dive/swim season ends on the 22nd of February and after that I will be able to do whatever I want (I hope). I'll just have school and friends to deal with. But I won't have to worry about eating lunch or having a snack before diving so that I have energy, I can just skip them.
Here's me and my diver friends. See how skinny they are and how fat I am? (I'm second to the right)
The girl on the left is my main thinspo.
If anyone's still following and you feel the need to give encouragement I welcome it so much! I need someone to kick me butt (maybe literally) back into shape. I need to suck it up and lose the weight!
Alrighty! Off to my first class of 2011 now! Wish my luck!
Thinspo for the Day