I'm starting over. Starting today. I need people to notice me because I'm thin and I need to get to that level. I want it so bad. I now just quickly getup and weigh myself while she's brushing her teeth in the morning. I have to be quick but it worked this morning. I need my life back. I need to restrict.
So far today I have had a diet coke (0), barely any of my stir fry from lunch (~68), 14 french fries (94), couple bites of a chicken wrap (~50), and half an oatmeal cookie (45). Bringing my midday total to 258. Pretty good considering my usual midday total.
Up until May there is no real plan. Just to not eat like a pig and hopefully drop a couple or a few pounds.
I hope all of you are doing well, xx
Thinspo for the DayI will get what I want and you will be jealous.
Edit: I had a Healthy Choice Steamers Meal for dinner (340) so all in all today I have had 598 calories!