I am nowhere near where I need to be and I need the scale numbers to go down. I need to not eat. I've realized that it's harder to make it through a day when you eat breakfast than if you just don't eat until you can't bear it anymore. So we'll have to see about that. Right now I just want to sleep. So far today's been pretty good. up to 711 calories due to a vegan cookie but staying strong. If I get the nerve to do so, I'll go to the gym tonight. I hope I can, I'm just tired.
I want to lose as close to 4lbs in the next week as possible. This may be hard as my mother's coming to visit me this weekend (I'm really excited!) but I'm still going to make an attempt. My jeans almost refuse to fit now and it sucks. I hate my body.
Well I will repost hopefully next wednesday depending on my results. haha.
Thinspo for the Day