Guess How much I am today?! Guess! Guess! Guess!
If you can't tell I'm in a really good mood about this. I did a what was supposed to be a 24-36hour fast and all I broke down and had was a popsicle at the 25hour mark. (But I already told you that last night). I didn't know what was going to happen, I thought I'd at least lose a little but not 1.6lbs! That's so great! I added it to my official weigh in log and noticed that I lost exactly 6lbs in 1 week. Wow! If I could keep that up until next week (except I'll be home) then I would be below 200 by the end of this year.
That's still my goal though. To make it below 200 by the 1st of this year. Get a new lowest weight and a new year all wrapped into one! Wish me luck!
So today, tuesday, and wednesday are going to be between 500 and 800 so that I have enough energy to do my finals and so I can get rid of my frozen foods. Here's my plan for today:
1 Chobani Vanilla Greek Yogurt - 120
1 PBJ (on Sara Lee's 45calorie bread) - 252
1 Lean Cuisine Cheese Ravioli Meal - 220
Total - 592
Gah! That number seems high! But I can't freak out about it.
Thinspo for the Day
Alrighty. Stay Lovely Lovelies!
I am depressed. It's like as soon as I make progress, significant progress this time I screw it up. In case you can't guess. I binged. And not as bad as sometimes but still like a fucking crazy person! I ate fries, a slice of pizza, and the crunch edges of my friend's cookie (at least I didn't eat the whole thing).
I went in to today with the most positive outlook. I ate the yogurt, the sandwich, and the ravioli as I told myself I couldn't fast for another 24hours. Like I've said before my will bends at night and even more when I'm at work. Then I give in and I try to make my giving in better and ust have fries but then I just keep going back and then eating other people's scraps
As I'm sitting here I can just feel the food sitting in me. I have to swallow it down each time I swallow. (Sorry if TMI) I just wanna purge it and get it out but people would know.
Well after this wonderful 1.6lbs loss, I'm proably going to have a nice 2lb gain tomorrow.
Damn! Oh well, I deserve it!
Hope everyone else did better than me!