Monday, December 13, 2010

Yes Yes Yes!

Day 13

Guess How much I am today?! Guess! Guess! Guess!


If you can't tell I'm in a really good mood about this. I did a what was supposed to be a 24-36hour fast and all I broke down and had was a popsicle at the 25hour mark. (But I already told you that last night). I didn't know what was going to happen, I thought I'd at least lose a little but not 1.6lbs! That's so great! I added it to my official weigh in log and noticed that I lost exactly 6lbs in 1 week. Wow! If I could keep that up until next week (except I'll be home) then I would be below 200 by the end of this year.

That's still my goal though. To make it below 200 by the 1st of this year. Get a new lowest weight and a new year all wrapped into one! Wish me luck!

So today, tuesday, and wednesday are going to be between 500 and 800 so that I have enough energy to do my finals and so I can get rid of my frozen foods. Here's my plan for today:

1 Chobani Vanilla Greek Yogurt - 120

1 PBJ (on Sara Lee's 45calorie bread) - 252

1 Lean Cuisine Cheese Ravioli Meal - 220

Total - 592
Gah! That number seems high! But I can't freak out about it.

Thinspo for the Day

Alrighty. Stay Lovely Lovelies!

I am depressed. It's like as soon as I make progress, significant progress this time I screw it up. In case you can't guess. I binged. And not as bad as sometimes but still like a fucking crazy person! I ate fries, a slice of pizza, and the crunch edges of my friend's cookie (at least I didn't eat the whole thing).

I went in to today with the most positive outlook. I ate the yogurt, the sandwich, and the ravioli as I told myself I couldn't fast for another 24hours. Like I've said before my will bends at night and even more when I'm at work. Then I give in and I try to make my giving in better and ust have fries but then I just keep going back and then eating other people's scraps

As I'm sitting here I can just feel the food sitting in me. I have to swallow it down each time I swallow. (Sorry if TMI) I just wanna purge it and get it out but people would know.

Well after this wonderful 1.6lbs loss, I'm proably going to have a nice 2lb gain tomorrow.
Damn! Oh well, I deserve it!

Hope everyone else did better than me!


  1. congratulations on the six pounds this week! and good luck to you on this next one!
    and 592 definitely isnt too high. you can do it. (:

    stay lovely. <3

  2. HO--LEE Crap! That's a HUGE loss for just one week! WAY TO GO, HUN!!

    That's awesome.
    I can't wait to meet my second goal. I'm continually hovering around my first goal at the moment, and am sick of seeing 172 on the scale every time I look.

    This post just showed me that 5-6 pounds in a week IS possible =]

    Thanks for the post, hun =] You're doing great!
    Stay Strong!

  3. congrats on your loss that is so exciting i hope you kick of the new year in thin style! stay strong